Brian G. Ross |
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Brian G. Ross is thirty-four and lives in Scotland. He has over ninety publications to his name - from humour (Defenestration) to horror (Murky Depths), mystery (Futures Mystery Anthology Magazine) to mainstream (Southern Ocean Review). He appears in the first three volumes of paperback horror anthology, Read By Dawn, available from Bloody Books, and An Eclectic Slice of Life, by Dark Prints Press. He is married, both to his wife and his words, and runs a blog of his literary wanderings at briangrantross.blogspot.com. |
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Two Stories (March 20, 2011. Issue 26. The SLAM & FLASH Issue!) After the Flood I ring the bell. Smoked I spend thirty-five pounds every week on cigarettes, but I have never smoked. The smell offends me; the taste disgusts me. All I do is watch. I sit by the lake and light another. I watch it burn, slowly down to the filter, as my mind drifts. The red glow takes me back to when I didn't have to do this; back I once saw my dad smoke a cigarette in just over two minutes, for a bet; but with a small flame and a light breeze, she'll burn right down to her butt all by herself in a little under six. Tonight she is quick. I hold it like a pro – like dad before me. My fingertips are yellow: my clothes stink. I am my father’s son. He is gone now. Lost to a nicotine-stained death. At the end he couldn’t breathe: he couldn’t do much at all. The end came to him with teeth. “Why do you do it?” my wife asks. “I have to.” And I do. It's not much, but it's something. It's everything. I crumple the packet and toss it into the water. Tomorrow I will buy more. |